A blog about the code of life

i wake up crying because you’re not there.

my heart instantly goes to pounding. i search for you, it’s dark. you’re not here.

my eyes burst wide open and you’re not there still.

i know something’s wrong, it has to be because you said we would never be here. we made a commitment to each other.

so where are you?

i can’t help but think what did i do wrong? how could i have been any better for you.

but how can it be my fault, when I gave my all. i had nothing to hide and you tossed me away without a fight.

you should have fought. why didn’t you try as hard as i did.

you’re right, i blamed you in the end. because i need you to be the stronger man for once. and you couldn’t. i was too weak to carry it all and i collapsed under the pressure.

now i wake up crying.